It's scary, you know? Following Christ. Being willing to be lead by Someone you can't see into a place or situation that is unknown.
I feel this every day of my life, in some way or other. Whether is trusting Him that I get all my homework done in time, or taking a leap about my future. And that's where I've been lately: letting God have my future...
About a year ago God (in no uncertain terms, mind you) called me to a ministry I didn't even realize was a ministry. But that's just like Him, isn't it? Anyway. So now I am looking toward a future sure to be riddled with lots of moves...to new cities (something I dread), having to make new friends (also something I dread), not to mention being scrutinized and watched by the majority of the church body, and giving every spare minute of my life to His church. (That last part I don't mind so much, but boy! does it get tiring.)
So the big question in my mind is: how do you just completely give this to Him without wondering if you're still following His plan, still making steps toward where you need to be someday??? (I know I still rely too much on my own wisdom and strength...) And i'm still trying to stay patient and serve Him in the meantime. I would love any thoughts on this. :)
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