Okay, so I am so ready for God to change me! I see now all this time He has just trying to make me more into Him! We are called to follow Christ and become like Him, right? And what better way (if there even is another way...) then to let Him invade my life and completely take it over. And now, that's all I want. I just want Jesus to capture my little, insignificant life and make it into something GREAT! I want Him to work through me and completely blot out anything of "me" that overshadows His work, His will, and His life.
Now I pray for obedience to His will, that I will not give up in this arduous undertaking. (God's undertaking, not mine. Although I know it will still require a lot of me.) I also pray that others will be convicted to open themselves up to change, to God taking complete control of everything.